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[Mar. 22nd, 2005|05:27 pm] |
Ok I am back and decided to write a little something since I have so many pictures in Webshots. You can check em out though if you want
http://community.webshots.com/user/bertnernie27
$.37 chicken wings.....MMmmmmmm
Karl V.P award
Spice girls for life
Tony running a red light.....then almost kills me again......and again.....
44 year old creepy men just love me
Diana's corned beef and cabbage....Yummmy
Corney supper games like high-low
SLEEPOVER
Christen's black boyfriend...She's on the darkside.....Welcome
Waste of a $5.00 tan
"Hey boys..."
Free drinks from my bartender.....Jealous
My slutty red shirt
Did I mention spice girls
Name that tune
Finding Anthony.....
Old Maid
Singing Rent....
9 people in the back of Steph's car
"When do you get off"
Beauty and the beast....I am sooooo Belle
Rice....Mmmmmmm
Crotch to crotch
Dear God, Pirates, No business, telephone performances with wrapping paper
Get whatever you want...I'll pay......yeah and three desserts....
5 ft long fish...they do exist!!
My friendly Birds
Diana's boyfriends
Uno....Not again...
Sophia's birth.....Whooppppiiieeeeee!!!
Rain rain go away
"Can I have a wet towelette and a box of wings to go
"Can you dance with my sister...she is lonely and a loser
Dixon sleeping...and sleeping
You are one nosey F***
Bad boys 2 for life
Time out
MMmmmm meatballs......
Stroke it
"You girls aware that this is black night, right?"
ok thats all for now
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| Diana sucks |
[Mar. 19th, 2005|08:17 pm] |
So I am here now and I just wanted to let everyone know that Diana sucks and she wishes she was me!!!!
Florida rules!!!
That's all! |
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| der??? |
[Mar. 17th, 2005|09:41 pm] |
harty harty har.....
I like poopy smoothies. |
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| Here at school.....Finally |
[Jan. 20th, 2005|12:17 am] |
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ok so now I am here at school settled in and everything. Roomie is cool and things are looking good for graduating on time. hhaahahha. I gotta bring my car back home but whatever. I need a job and me and bri might go to bertucci's in fram and beg for a job. Who knows. I also need to add that there is a chuck e cheese right next to my school. How excited am I. hahahah. Spring break in Florida I can't wait. Ok T.T.F.N. |
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| Deanna is writing an entry!!! |
[Jul. 29th, 2004|07:35 pm] |
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Sure why not??? I have nothing better to do maybe because my hair is orange and i can't go anywhere. I am sitting here listening to India and chillin in my room. Haven't done this in a while so maybe Ill give a little 411!! HAHAH Well nothing too exciting. Christen is coming in like 3 hours it should be really fun. Well there is no new news that is too exciting. I was trying to decide between stayinf in boston or chillin in florida for a semester and chances are I am taking it easy in the dolph. Yippee!! How exciting. Other than that I have been doing the damn work thing. BORING!!! Going to clubs and parties and living it up before I turn 21!! 64 days left. So I've been meeting guys but they aren't what I am looking for. Oh well I'll find it one day. Untill then I will just have FUN!!! But not too much. |
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[May. 26th, 2004|07:19 am] |
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| Hey hey |
[Apr. 15th, 2004|12:21 am] |
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So it's been pretty nice here in the Dolph. I have been pretty busy with work, gym and school. FUN FUN!!! I am going on a date sometime soon. This should be very interesting. I guess this is what I deserve. Whatever. So I am getting excited for the Memorial day weekend trip. This is going to be very good. I am not gonna talk any trash cause I don't do the river thing. Oh well!!!! All I know is that I wont be fat in my swimsuit!!! Dan Dan (cough cough) Well I am working all weekend so that wont be too fun but hopefully soon I will get my date. hahaha |
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| Crazy Weekend~!! |
[Apr. 4th, 2004|11:46 pm] |
Where do I begin??? When I say CRAZY I mean CRAZY!!!!!!!! So Fri night went to a party with Stephanie, Dixon and Bern in Providence. It was so weird seeing all these people from high school who I haven't seen in a LONG time. So it was really fun. I danced my little mini off and had a couple of drinks. hehehe. Best part was at the end when I had this long awaited convo with a certain someone. I finally got my answer. It wasn't exactly the bestest of answers but it was the fact that I got one!! So yea everything I guess is going to be fine now. There are no more "What if's" or anything.
So Sat night was my most anticipated date with Jesse and his roommate. So we decide to head to Bill's bar and Amy met us there too!! Very exciting night. First off the roommate Chris was this really awesome kid. I guess we hit it off nicely cause we were dancing and having a good night all night. After we decide to take a walk to get some food somewhere but everyplace was closed. So we trucked it back to the garages only to find that they had closed. It sucked. Both cars stuck inside and no way in. So the four of us decided that we must get a hotel room and spend the night in Boston!! I was so crazy. Probably one of the best nights ever!!hahahah So yea I am still paying for it tonight cause I had to lend out the daewoo. I am also grounding myself. No one is ever going to hang with Deanna again!! No but it was good times. So the in the morning the worst part of all was the fact that the roomy didn't even get the number or really say bye! What the hell. Oh well. Maybe he felt weird.
In other news, Devon found a girlfriend and this is awesome. I feel so good about that. I haven't thought of him in so long. Prob since that night at the club and before that it was a very long time. Good for him! I hope everything goes well. I can finally live my life without him in it. |
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| Interesting Weekend |
[Mar. 28th, 2004|11:23 pm] |
Interesting would be the one and only word to describe this one. I have learned so much about who I don't need in my life. I thought that I had everything figured out about who I need and want but that is all down the tubes. How do you have a friend that can't tell you that they have a crush? I need to be a better friend than that but I can't if I have other feelings toward them. I decided to rethink my actions on this current interest and see if I really want to leap into anything. I am liking this single stage in my life although it is lonely at times. I think that I can handle it for a while. So I am currently looking for my mister right. I am not going to waste my time on "dating" just anyone.
Enough about that
Friday I was sick as a dog. I could barely work and had absolutely no voice. So needless to say when I got out of there at 9:30, I went home. It's sad but true. I unfortunately didn't make it to RI to visit my mai.
Sat night would be where interesting comes to play. Try hanging out with two guys who have a thing for you and you have no interest. Not to mention that the guy you want to be with is trying his thing with another girl all night. Very awkward. So the night was different. This is why I decide to keep the single status and find mr. everything.
Sunday no big deal....went to church. Thats right I got my butt out of bed to go see my father. I decided I didn't quiet like Mandy's church but it's a start. I think I might ask to go with Jesse next week with more people my age. If he wants me there, hell find a reason to get my there. |
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| Back in the cold |
[Mar. 25th, 2004|12:08 pm] |
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So It sucks. We headed home and had the horrid sight of snow!! Oh well we made the best of it. Not to mention the Virginia ticket!! Too bad Tony. So we decided that 20 hours in the car wouldn't make us tired enough but the club Friday night sounded like a good idea. So Tony was gonna head down with the ex and Phil so I decided to call up Bern and head there with him. Well all in all a very exciting night but the end. Devon decided to be this complete ass and embarress me in front of everyone just because he had too much to drink. Ok yeah why don't you have another. What a jerk. I wouldn't mind not seeing him for a very long time. The sad thing is that he didn't even realize what he was doing. It's all good because I am so over that. I had a really good night. I got my thank you and welcome back that I was waiting for. Saturday we all went to Bill's bar and danced our butts off. Bern had a really bad night and I felt like anything that I said would hurt him. So I decided to be mute but that was even worse. Can I just say that I am not a good girl and I think it could work. So my week so far has been pretty boring. School, Work and the gym, that's all. So I end this entry with a shout out to my awesome Florida boyfriend. You are one cool shit!!! hahaha Thanks for the sand. It still smells so fresh and so clean. Don't worry I'll go visit soon enough. Thanks Christen and Brooke for the room. I had some good sleeping!!! Peace |
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| I Finished it!!! |
[Mar. 17th, 2004|11:36 pm] |
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Your gender:: female
Birth date:: 10.1.83
Your age:: 20….7 more months
Age you act:: sure
Your height:: 5'3 and growing
Eye color:: Brown
Happy with it?:: yup
Hair color:: Brown but it changes to red or dark with my mood
Happy with it?:: ok
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: lefty although my right is stronger
Your living arrangement:: Sista Mandy…fun fun
Your family:: mommadukes, mandy, jay, lucy and the dad on occasion
Have any pets?:: Lucy and some fish
Whats your job?:: Waitress at the Tucc
Piercings?:: 7 in ears, belly button and the tongue
Tattoos?:: little rose on the pelvis
Do you speak another language?:: Umm I know a little Spanish from work and some think that I am Portuguese but I can only do sign language!
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?:: Mainly
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?:: Very
Do you have any secrets?:: Yup..your my little secret and that’s how we should keep it
Do you hate yourself?:: no….never…
Do you like your handwriting?:: It’s nothing to complain about
Do you have any bad habits?:: I bite my nails when I am nervous..just found that one out
What is the compliment you get from most people?:: they love my teeth
What's your biggest fear?:: Not accomplishing what I was put on the earth for
Can you sing?:: On a good day I like to think so
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?:: Nope
Are you a loner?:: When I need to be
What are your #1 priorities in life?:: success and happiness
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?:: Depends…am I a guy or girl? Hahah No jp most likely yeah
Are you a daredevil?:: I go on rollercoasters..does that mean anything
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?:: I guess I just want bigger boobs..does that answer it
Are you passive or agressive?:: mostly agressive
Do you have a journal?:: Um this one sometimes but I do have a journal I like to write things in
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: I don’t know
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?:: Probably holding my feelings in until it is too late
Do you think you are emotionally strong?:: Sure
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?:: I guess but everything happens for a reason
Do you think life has been good so far?:: Yup!
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?:: Well I am going to say LIFE!!
What do you like the most about your body?:: My butt
And least?:: I want D’s
Do you think you are good looking?:: On a good day
Are you confident?:: Depends on the situation.. sometimes it’s good to hold back a little
What is the fictional character you are most like?:: um…dunno
Are you perceived wrongly?:: I don’t know
Do You...
Smoke?:: no
Do drugs?:: no
Read the newspaper?:: sometimes when I am bored and it’s there
Pray?:: Sure do
Go to church?:: If I didn’t work on Sundays, I just haven’t found the right one…
Talk to strangers who IM you?:: yeah cause I know in the long run that they know me
Sleep with stuffed animals?:: Most def. Dink, Weenie, and all the taz ones I have
Take walks in the rain?:: If I am already wet then it can be real romantic but to go out because the rain…nope
Talk to people even though you hate them?:: sometimes I have to but I don’t hate anyone
Drive?:: yeah recently drove 24 hrs with Tony…eeehhh
Like to drive fast?:: Not really although it’s a good rush…. I like go carts that go fast and beat another driver named Tony
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?:: I did…but then you hear yourself on a recording and it changes your mind
Hurt yourself?:: accidentally
Been out of the country?:: CANCUN…I’ll never forget it…Time of my life..
Eaten something that made other people sick?:: My tummy can handle anything
Been in love?:: yes
Gone skinny dipping?:: umm I don’t think so but I am down.. Any takers
Had a medical emergency?:: asthma back when I was little….passed out a couple of times
Had surgery?:: no…
Ran away from home?:: nope but mandy did… She packed her bags and headed to Shaw’s to meet my mom…she didn’t get far
Played strip poker?:: not poker but a good card game that had the boys naked fast….cheating is so fun
Gotten beaten up?:: a girl hit me once…that was funny
Beaten someone up?:: Diana I still can whip your butt!!
Been picked on?:: Sticks and stones will break my bones but words will never hurt me
Been on stage?:: YES!! It’s the best feeling in the world to have people watch you perform
Slept outdoors?:: Yeah, I camp every year!! I also like to sleep on the lawn at rhs
Thought about suicide?:: Nope but I went to a convention to help people get through it
Pulled an all nighter?:: Many a times…watching the sun come up with someone special….It’s a great feeling
If yes, what is your record?:: Probably only 24 hrs. I like my sleep
Gone one day without food?:: I would never last a whole day but Di and I went a couple months with no meat….that sucked
Talked on the phone all night?:: Yeah, if it is with someone good then you forget about how tired you are
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?:: Most def. even though some think that naps are funny….
Slept all day?:: All the time
made out with a stranger?:: Does Cancun count??
Thought you're going crazy?:: Not lately
Kissed the same sex?:: AMY!!! I love that girl. It’s not that bad!!! I not bi
Done anything sexual with the same sex?:: Next question….
Been betrayed?:: Yeah….No comment
Had a dream that came true?:: Yes…
Broken the law?:: I cant think of anything
Met a famous person?:: I met the dad from smart guy and both guys from real world Boston and Paris…Too bad I never saw the show
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?:: no but I think of killing Lucy all the time
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?:: yes..sometimes you gotta tell it
Ben on radio/tv?:: I won a lion king sc on 98.5 and I was on Randolph tv…does that count
Been in a mosh-pit?:: No
Had a nervous breakdown?:: No but they are funny to watch at work
Bungee jumped?:: No but I did that sling shot thing at Cancun…that was pretty scary
Had a dream that kept coming back?:: Yes.. and why does it have to be that one!!!
Friends
Who is your best friend?: Right now I guess I would have to say Bern
Who's the one person that knows most about you?:: It was Devon but lately it has to be Mandy
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?:: Live life to the fullest
Your favorite inside joke?:: Mickey Mouse
Friends you miss being close to the most?:: Anyone from high school who I never see anymore
Last person you talked to online?:: Kiana..she’s in florida too
Who are you on the phone with most?:: Bern
Who do you trust most?:: A couple people have diff ways to trust in
Who do you fight most with?:: Lucy
Do you always feel understood?:: Kinda
Do you trust others easily?:: Yeah
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:: Now…Bern
Do your friends know you?:: Pretty much…there are some hidden things…heheh
Friend that lives farthest away:: Diana and Derek
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?:: No…
What do you find romantic?:: True feelings, heart felt word, truth, smiles, thoughtfulness
Turn-off?:: Liars!!
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going:: Friends are the best dates..right?
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive:: I think that people can grow on you…
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?:: when I try!! Haha no really
What is best about the opposite sex?:: Smile, back, shoulders, their minds
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?:: They make no sense!!
What's the last present someone gave you?:: Judel gave me a rose for V-day!! Thanks
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?:: Bern scared me at the movie theaters….that jerk..jk
You wanted to kill?:: Mandy…she killed my pants…hahah
That you laughed at?:: Drunken Christen
That laughed at you?:: Tony… I can’t shoot for crap
You went shopping with?:: Tony…he had to shop with me all day… Not another store
That broke your heart?:: Devon but that was a long time ago…I am much better…Moving on… hehe
To disappoint you?:: Tony still can’t find a girl..hehe jk.. You know you’ll find one soon enough
To make you cry?:: Devon but again that was a while ago…. I am very happy now!!
To brighten up your day?:: Everyone I see everyday
That you thought about?:: hmmm…Is it that obvious!....When You get back I am gonna take you like this….
You saw a movie with?:: Bern and I saw the Christ movie, before that 50 dates!
You talked to on the phone?:: My mom called today to make sure everything is going good
You talked to through IM/ICQ?:: Kiana
You saw?:: Tony, Christen and her friend are all in the room now
You lost?:: I lost Tony a lot at the mall but I always found him
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?:: Maybe…Or we are gonna do karaoke
What are you wearing right now?:: A skirt and my new shirt with a new tan
Body part you're touching right now:: I am biting my nails…I don’t know where I picked up that habbit..it’s gross
What are you worried about right now?:: Feelings and questioning how long this FUN will last
What book are you reading?:: Read…on spring break
What's on your mouse pad?:: She doesn’t have one
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: Burnt, Fun, Hot, Excited, A little confused
Are you bored?:: Not for long
Are you tired?:: Kinda..it was a long day
Are you talking to anyone online?:: nope
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?:: nope
Are you lonely or content?:: Pretty Content
Are you listening to music?:: Yeah…Destiny’s Child…Survivor…D.O.B’s physics class…hahahah |
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| It's Warm |
[Mar. 16th, 2004|10:08 pm] |
Hey I actually made it on a 24 hour trip with Tony. We left Sunday night at 10 and got here yesterday at 6ish. It was one road trip. My butt was aching. So we decided to spend the night at City Walk where I tried to be 21 with Cory's ID. Nope that didn't work. So we ended up at hard rock where I made this CD called Tone Deaf and I sang Michelle Branch. It represented it's title. So long story short I am in Florida with no jacket!!! It's so nice here. Tony doesn't know it yet but I will win that bet and get my 1$. hahahah. So today we went to chorus and then headed to the outlet stores. I didn't find anything in my price range. Maybe cause I am frugal. Then we tried to go to the mall but Tony got lost and we went to the fun spot. That was like a Funway. We went on the go carts and I beat Tony both times. We got to go twice cause Tony was flirting with the doorman and he liked him. OH yea he was black. Tony likes em big. So we are here now at the grill. mmmm and I hoped on the computers to tell a little about the week so far. It's great being out of Boston and not having to do school or work. Maybe well think of something to do but I will wear my dress!!
Peace |
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| Nighty Night |
[Mar. 11th, 2004|11:39 pm] |
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Well another night in Randolph. It all started when a server asked me if she could work. How can I complain. So I left the Tucc and headed to the gym with my friend. I came home to change and sitting in the living room was none other than Kara Mason. She is currently enjoying married life in Rhode Island. So that was pretty random. I headed to the gym and worked some muscles. Soon I will be buff. One day I hope. So we decided after seeing a commercial on the tv that we would go see the Christ movie. Well we head to the movie that doesn't start for an hour so we decide to chill in the car until then. We had some very interesting conversation. About school and girls and random things. It's pretty cool to have a guy friend to talk like that with. It's pretty nice to have any friend to just sit and talk. So I don't exactly know where we stand but soon enough something will happen and then all questions will be answered. So we head to the most powerful movie I have ever seen. I can't really talk about it. I was speechless. I cried and he saw but there was nothin else of that. He kinda let me be. I really felt like I would be sick. So we headed home and I didn't really know if I was gonna get a kiss or not. It was a wierd feeling but he had to work so we ended our convo and he headed in. "Nighty night HOMEY" So last thing on the agenda is the topic of spring break. SO tony and me are really considering heading down to florida for freakin fun!!! Maybe I gotta get coverage but that could work for the good. hmmmmm we'll see! |
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| I guess I will write something |
[Mar. 9th, 2004|12:29 pm] |
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Well it has been awhile and I know that many of you really care what is going on in my life. Oh well you can stop reading if you like. Okay first and foremost the topic of the love life or lack there of. Well I havent found the one but I found something fun to do in the mean time. It keeps me occupied through my "tough" times. hahaha Well I have been having some real fun in the Dolph. I don't know why but lately it seems like I am always so busy. I got school, work and the gym but spare time is always limited. I guess that is a good thing. I am not on speaking terms with a certain ex which is kinda let's say awkward. I mean we were so close all the time. Even when we were broken up, I would tell him what was going on. Now it seems like we are both living and this is a really good thing. I can actually flirt and do my own thing without feeling guilty. So now I take on the world all by myself. It's a whole new feeling. I want to take care of my body and eat right. I want to save my money and think of my future. I feel 100% in charge of my life. No one is here to tell me what to do or say. I guess I have been pretty close to a certain friend. We have always said that there would never be anything between us but lately....let's just say that I think otherwise. Oh well we will see what happens. You can't deny something that is bound to happen right? Alright I think I am going to try to sleep. I am all wired from the gym and my whey protein shakes. Soon enough nobody will recognize me this summer in my two piece. jk Dont worry me and the happy magic marker have made amends. Nighty |
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| So I guess I'll write.. |
[Feb. 3rd, 2004|08:55 pm] |
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Family ish is right. I am watching the billboard music awards and they just made fun of Brittney. hahah Cause she doesn't sing!!!! Well I didnt even do anything today.....school and gym. ( Oh shoot I am getting buff) Don't cough Di cause Stephanie goes too!!! Whatever alright this is boring let me go explore to find THE ONE!!!!!!!!! |
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| Today!! Yeahhh |
[Dec. 14th, 2003|11:45 am] |
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Ok so nothin really happened today. I went to Wilma's party last night. Word that was some fun time's. I dont understand why Ex's don't understand that they are Ex's for a reason. They try to go where you are and they dont even know the host. Whatever. Find your own friends. So it was pretty fun except the end where I found out someone is MAD at me because of something pretty childish. Get over it. We were all having fun and it was no big deal. So I had a corney meeting at Bertucci's and had to get there at 8. Thank goodness they gave me food.MMMMM yeah that is why I went. So practice 2-10 and now I am going to sleep. Mandy's friend is over so I showed her my website. If you read this go there and sign my guestbook. It really shows our true fans!!! ok nitey.
www.geocities.com/nevaeheva |
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| The B.B.C. |
[Jul. 16th, 2001|05:24 pm] |
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Well last night I went to the bbc with a few friends. One of which was my lover Andy. hehehe Well it was pretty fun besides all the horney teenage boys rubbin their hard dicks on your butt!!! I don't understand why people stand on the sides and wait for someone to come and dance with you. They are never gonna come and if they do they just are ugly. These people aren't people you want to start a relationship with so why bother. I think this will be one of the last tomes going to a club under 21. When I turn 18 I am going to the real clubs. Screw those horney unpubersized little boys.(I think i made up that word) |
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| oh I forgot |
[Jul. 14th, 2001|11:26 pm] |
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Last night me and my cousin and Devon and her boyfriend went to a drive-in movie where we saw fast and furious and tomb raider. I t cost 15 bucks for a car and you see two movies. It was pretty fun. That was some fun I had this week!!! |
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| Long Day |
[Jul. 14th, 2001|11:12 pm] |
Well what a day I really worked all day. I went from tropea which is a hair salon to Lantanas with an hour in between. It sucked. Right now I am bored at Devon's I think he is asleep. Tommorow I hope to go clubin with tony because my mom said no to Diana and yea to me. That should be fun. This week was boring except for the money i will get in my check. NO one has called me lately so I haven't gone anywhere interesting. I work when I have nothing better to do.
You are sf and I am sa!!!!! |
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| Disney!!! |
[Jun. 29th, 2001|09:27 pm] |
hey,
Well I am back and what a trip that was. It was pretty weird when a thirty year old has a hemmy fit over nothing and a 17 year old acts 2! It was interesting. Long lines, crying children and criticism when I want to call the boyfriend. I decided that I need to figure out what I want to do with my life after high school. I met an interesting illustrator for Disney and we talked about all the tricks to the movies, the characters even the bad parts to some of the cartoons. It was pretty fun. All I wanted was my hair braided so I did it when I got home. Nothing else to interesting. I barely got a tan. |
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